What's Happening?

Oh... came home today opened the letter box, and I got a hugh envelope from HDB. Its an invitation to select the Pinnacle@Duxton!! COOL!! Wait a minute!! NOT COOL AT ALL! Infact I find it STUPID!! Its exactly the same as last time!! I got a super huge number after balloting... and could not get a date to select a flat. So I gave up. But HDB sent me the same letter back then and invited me for a flat selection! But even before my date to select.. ALL FLATS WERE TAKEN UP!!! This time round... My queue number is 500!!! And there are only 117 flats for selection and only 60 for CHINESE!!! And I fall into CHINESE!!! So the answer is very clear!! Its gonna be another WASTE OF TIME!! Darn... I tried 5 times in all balloting for flats and 5 times I get NOTHING! I gave up on the idea of balloting for a flat. I totally gave up!! And now they send me this "HOPELESS" invite. HDB... Why are you doing this!!?!?! The system totally sucks!!  Its sad... I accepted the fact I have no luck in getting a new flat, now they gave me hope... but obviously its false hope! 

I give up...again. Infact, this time I feel worst!! Getting a flat in Pinnacle is like a dream to me. Well... its known as "DOUBLE BLOW" 

HDB... waste of my time!

Yawns... Tired Tired! Gonna send Baby Zach to childcare soon! He's watching his usual Barney at the living room now. hehe. And he so into it now. Probably he's gonna cry later when I tell him its time to leave! Lately its so hard to send him to childcare! Always cry!! He's grown so much already. And that always makes me wonder, will he be a hard to teach son soon? Kendice has been a total disappointment, especially lately. So many complaints from school. Teachers calling saying her performance dipped and always not passing up her homework! When I asked her if she had completed her homework, she always say all done!! Haizzz... She always seems to be lost in her own world. Being a parent.... It is definitely tough!! Oh well... Lets see how!

Later in the noon, we'll gonna go ICA get Kendice's PR! It had been approved! Thats great news! Finally!! Waited quite awhile. Once her PR formalities are completed, I assume that the school fees I'm paying monthly will be reduce quite significantly! That'll be so much lighter for me financially!! Cool!!

The picture above... HAHAHA. He wanna help Mummy clean the house!! Its really funny! Zach learns to vacuum! Full of nonsense!! Anything that seems interesting to him, he'll wanna be part of it!! Anyway lately Zach had been able to say so many things that we never even taught him!! :) I am guessing he picked up alot from childcare and being this age, he tends to pick up things really fast. Smart Baby Zach!

So whats up with me lately? Not been cycling due to my right knee being really pain at the slightest movement! Haiz!! I might need to consult a specialist. So meanwhile I'm doing alot of gaming! And the latest inclusion is F.E.A.R 2! Started yesterday and having lotsa fun! :) hehe. Tonight gonna whack more time on it! 

The one I completed before! Its the Metal Gear Solid 4! :) I must say it is one of the BEST game out there!! I should had gotten this game right from the start but I tried the DEMO back then I did not like it! I wonder why! Decided to get it and try and darn! Its the best beside Uncharted!! :) But MGS4, the game is so emotional!! haha. And it seems to be like watching a movie!! Great Great! Now my games collection stands at 13! All within a span of 2 months?? hehe. More adding to the collection in time! hehe...

Gotta get going for now!!

9618 this time it opened!! Its only consolation but still... Its like OMG! Give up on this car chances to strike even something! Wasting more and more money only! Arghhh. haha. Getting crazy over this ride! Maybe its time to sell it! But too much top up to the bank, thus its impossible for now!! But.. hey! I won mahjong yesterday! Could had won like $500 but the last round was totally bad... In the end I won $210! :)

Zach's sleeping now. He's having diarrhea. He's having watery stools now. He's always sick, cough, flu and now this. Poor little boy, but on the brighter side, he's always so active regardless of his health :) He gotta be a really optimistic boy! Pinning all my hopes on him! As in hopefully he'll grow up to be someone "wow". (define that wow) haha.

Bao and Kendice are at Mum's stall now. Oh Mum has a new helper at her stall now... Good!! Now Bao would not need to go to the stall during the night hours! :) But I doubt this worker will stay long!! Darn!!

Somehow I feel stress lately... work?? Money?? or what?? I don't know!! Just feel tired! Ahhhhh luckily I have been playing Playstation 3!! Got alot of games lately!!

Infact I had completed these 2 games!! The one on the right was completed in 2 days! The Afro was completed today! :)  More games coming my way!! This is certainly one way to de-stress myself from all crap happening!!